aiz aiz aiz aizzzz.............

feeling very super restless nowadays.. how can i not? lab3 didnt submit, lab5 late, lab6 not yet started.. lab7 (lab test) tomorrow! where does my grade will lie? i do not nkow! accounting exam in 4 weeks i dun rili remember a thing about a/c! the most important one is RILI programming n maths.... omg omg omg!!! maths II, people around me says "HARD" while the year 2 n above says "EASY".. OMG! i duno which to believe..

all i do in class is to remember fourier series, transform and laplace transform O_o' wad d hell! n itz like x(t) = something something x(t-1) is the delayed signal of something something and hence time invariant or time variant.. wadever that is....! O_o' well.. i was with kutu while waiting for my mb101 class.. he was studying japanese n i was TRYING my best to make sense of those figures in maths lecture notes as i hav decided im not gona let time goes idle...… n I went O_o’ o_O’… n continued playing mahjong using marlin's hp O_o' nata... :'(

had econs test juz now.. it was fine basically.. I mean it was do-able.. but yea.. not easy too! Aiz…. After econs was maths.. cai jian fei taught about laplace transform.. n I got the gist of it.. as in it IS easy from the way he says it….. but when it comes to tutorials…?? O_o’ goodness gracious!!

Tomorrow programming test… :’( I feel like making wihu sit for me.. haha well I dun tink he’ll be able to do it in 2 hours.. my lab5 is not done (the test will be based on lab5.. DUH!) aiz.. wadever it is.. I feel like making myself to just sit down n do the darn lab5! I mean others could do it within a day…. Painstakingly ofcoz.. y cant i?? I know wadz my problem… I CANT focus.. I cant make myself sit down in front of the darn computer n book…. O_O god help me!! Exam in 1 month.. er.. 4 weeks…. 28 days… :’( itz even scarier than last sem’s where AT LEAST maths n programming was still grasp-able.. this time I could only rely on econs to PASS.. not to score.. OMG!! How is THIS possible??

Ow.. kutu was kinda ‘scolding’ me for playing too much… he’s true.. :’( I have been playing too much… but even if I keep myself at home.. I tend to juz wander around the house.. worse, attracted to my pillow n bolster.. O_o’ aiz.. wadever it is.. im GONA MAKE IT!!!! Tatz for sure.. I dun care… I WILL pass this semester without any dabao-ing…………………..!!!!!!!!!

Well… wanted to finish cpe104 n 105 labs tat made someone woke up at 3am to wake me up.. :p hehe in the end? I couldn’t even hear the alarm clock or the message… O_o’ is satan rili blocking my ears??? See? All it does is only to trouble you to wake up.. while YOUR sleep was affected, mine was juz as peaceful as hell tat I juz resist to wake up…. Aiz…….. havnt been reading the purpose driven life O_o’ stuck at day8! O_o’

Eniwei… gona study hard for lab7!!!!! *jia you jia you jia you nata!!!* er… fei (albert’s gf) also said joE looked like albert.. wakakaka provennnn :D I was saying to marlin, maybe we shld meet up with hana one day with albert.. then AGAIN he will say ‘howdy’ in a way ‘hei.. how r u? long time no see’ then if hana went ‘heh?’, he should continue ‘napa loe?’ or something else to somehow says 'HOW COULD U NOT KNOW ME' :p er.. maybe at later dates lagh hor… to make sure joE’s hair is somehow ‘longer’ hahahaa oopz.. tony got jealous for not going with us for the weekend getaway.... haha let’s go this Saturday.. GPO’s seminar.. wakakakakakaka...................

My couz talked to me yesterday.. as in CURHAT.. something ive never done with any of my male cousins.. somemore this cousin of mine rili treat me like little girl.. haha eniwei.. I could tell he’s rili saddened by wad happened… but yea.. jia you ko! ^_^ this will pass!! Eniwei he’s rili rili super sweet leh.. I could NOW understand wad people will tink when someone does super sweet things to me n I felt tat it’z a joke or rubbish…. I felt that while people think itz a snobbish thing, the involved person might uz feel ‘risih’.. u know? N somehow I could tell him wad MIGHT be wrong in his situation.. well.. in the end he becomes MORE sad as he browse thru pictures… but when I said ‘maybe the other party also felt the sadness but juz making sure tat u didn’t know about that’ he said that he felt lucky tat he got me to turn to.. haha I guess im not a young-little-sister enimore! Haha but thennnn when I said ‘u owe me big time if this turns better’ he said he’ll buy me ice cream.. ICE CREAM!!! Omg!! i guess im STILL little kid to him! Haha wadever.. jia you! ^_^