bali bombing!!

bali is bombed AGAIN!!! itz an inhuman irresponsible act and definitely only inhumane creatures would have the heart to do this!!! but yea.. tony n rizky's families are all right.. *thank god!* tony's dad was initially UNCONTACTABLE.. how would u feel?!!! u r so far away here.. while they're so far away there.. n his mum n sis *the nearer ones* CANT even contact him.. anxiety level mounts up as he went online... haiz.. luckily his mum smsed 'im home with dad now..' THX GOD!!!! before that his chatting was stopping and full of anxiety... untung dech ton!! ^_^ rizky was not so okay.. i think he might be thinking not only his family.. but relatives and friends....

haiz... -_-' who did this??! when i talked to my mum this afternoon, she said our president said in a very saddened tone... 'koq tega yagh orangnya?' itz something like 'who could have the heart to do this?' juz when bali is trying to get up on its feet again... just when it is trying to earn our beloved country SOME revenues.... my heart goes to president SBY.... he has to endure such tough jobs!!! jia you SBY!!! u can endure it...!!!! from what i deduce, balinese live in PEACE with one another.. it is one region in indonesia whereby race and religion is never a matter for dispute.. given itz pretty picturesque...

i remember my first 3 month GP teacher asking all of us to make a collage for our GP files.. n i had a picture of Bali on that.. when i was making my presentation, i said something about blue sea n sky merging in one.. tatz y i love that picture.. then he was like 'is that a postcard?' it was a PHOTOGRAPH taken by my amateur cousin.. n the view is certainly breathtaking.. he then was in awe.. asking me to hand him my GP file.. then he asked 'what is this place?' when i said itz Bali, he said 'AAAgh.. Bali... ^_^' he then showed my file to everyone in the class.. 'look at this place... this is heaven on earth... like everyone said.. God must have been smiling when he made Bali...' n THAT last line lies deep in me... but well.. while God was smiling when he made it, jealous and unappreciative humans trying to destroy it..!! what gain would he get??!!

mum talked to me on the phone juz now.. my bro n sis were watching the news.. then my mum suddenly said 'eh wad hapen to the guy?!' apparently a young youth.. around my bro's age lost his parents in the blast................ *.........let'z take a moment to pray for those people NOW...........*














Qkho: nyokap gw kaget lo mu pulang... dia malah bilang 'duh.. unstable loch..'... air tickets are now selling fast and u cant BOOK... u gota BUY it asap! n there's no refund.... how scary.... i hope it wun repeat the 1998 agony.... sometimes i feel that indo can go to hell with all the forsaken people.... but hey.. those people are MY people too.. tho sometimes its embarrassing when taxi drivers start to talk about indonesia's unstability blablabla O_o'!!.. no matter wad, u cant esccape that u r indonesian! born in indo... how can i not be proud of indo? *tho with all the things happening..* but i believe most of the indos are proud to be indonesian..... remember when we were young? we used to write composition entitled 'our country..'? we would say 'roosters would wake us up.... following the sound of padi grains being grained (tumbuk).. the sun rising slowly from the easy... the smell of dew, the vast green and gold padi field is our own magic carpet.... sound of wooden-flute played by a boy on top of a buffalo (bull or wadever it is) ploughing the field.. how beautiful is indonesia...' remember that kind of composition?? that is HOW beautiful our country ACTUALLY is.... too bad we cant raise the responsibility level to upgrade it to a better country.. too bad we have too many obstruction in integrating the people... too bad our kampong people are now becoming modern too quick that they lost the 'kekeluargaan' feeling.. too bad we are all now self-destructive people.. too bad corruptions greed and injustice has taken over our hearts.. too bad... too bad too bad!! >_
remember this song?
tanah air, ku tidak'kan 'ku lupakan... kan kukenang selama hidupku... walaupun saya pergi jauh... tidak kan hilang dari kalbu... tanah ku yang kucintai engkau kuhargai....................

the second verse says something about no matter how good is ANY country in the world... my heart would always belong to indonesia.... tatz y we all alwiz want to go back indo... we have a great deal to enjoy there.... esp the food yea!!!! tasty n MARVELLOUS! ^_^ itz quite true rite?? indonesia has too much to be forgotten.. or maybe a very simple kampung-feeling song...

desaku yang kucinta, pujaan hatiku. Tempat ayah dan bunda dan handai taulan-ku. Tak MUDAH kulupakan, tak MUDAH tercerai. Selalu kurindukan desaku yang permai........

there's certain peaceful n sweet feeling in that song.. believe it or not.. these 2 songs are my fav... after indonesia tanah pusaka ^_^... heuiarworiwuaoehriurahew i do sing these songs sometimes... *sigh..* even though sometimes u hate wadever hapens in indo.. even tho sometimes u hate the indonesians.. even tho sometimes u curse the people in the government for doing things that they shouldnt be doing............. indoz are still indoz.. it would be a lie to say that u rnt proud to be indoz... which other people in the world are like us...? we r unique ^_^ and only time would show how uniquely beautiful indo is.. ^_^

there's one christian song about indo that would make u have goosebump all over!!! come to my house someday.. i'll ask albert to play the song for you... the song is like this

Yesus lah Tuhan, yang layak ditinggikan
layak disembah oleh suku2 bangsa
dengan darahmu kau telah tebus bangsaku
Genapi Tuhan, RENCANAMU atas negriku

hatiku rindu, melihat kemuliaanMu
hatiku rindu, melihat curahan kuasaMu
di tahan tercinta, negriku indonesia
Ku berdoa, INDONESIA, penuh kemurahanmu
indonesia, bagi kemuliaanMu...

that's the song B4 i went to singapore.. when will indo shines for His Glory? only HE knows and His time will show the best of indo...... meanwhile.. we can only pray for our president to have more wisdom and that 'CRETIN!' (u-know-hu..) to stop making non-sense for indo...