home at last... ^_^

Im home finally…. itz really great to be home!! My house didn’t change that much… itz the same old nice cozy home for me… ^_^ Today my grandma celebrated her birthday.. itz a good thing that itz AFTER I come back.. haha.. the bad thing is that im not at all prepared for the celebration.. especially with my hair too long n unruly -_-‘ bad hair day leh!!! but itz good to meet up all the members of the family and relatives… ^_^

Especially meeting my 2 super kawaii nephews.. Jordan n Mark.. ^_^ they’re so damn cute!!! N got bigger too…. Haha… Jordan still remembers me!!!! At first when he reached the restaurant, everyone asked me to just stand there despite my urge to just hug him :p then he started to call n hug n kiss everyone.. then when it came to me, he just stood there…. *sobz2* me felt like being stabbed.. but then when every1 started persuading him to answer the question of ‘Jo? Huz that?? U still remember?? Hu huh u?’ then he started coming towards me then held my hand then when I bent down, he say ‘ii..’ then I asked ‘ii who??’ he said ‘ii qing2….’ WAAAAAAAA so happieeee hahahahahahahah J he remembers!! Then Mark is ofcoz too young to remember me but he gave me a hug n kiss anyway… :p well.. I gotta say Mark is much more better now.. he’s more cheerful and carefree .. not like last time alwiz crying and stuck to his mum…

The celebration was at Queen restaurant… one of the oldest and the nicest Chinese restaurant in Bandung.. yum2…. Hehehe… oh… about my bro.. haha. He became ah beng leh!!! His specs is BLUE colour! My my… my sis got taller now.. nice haircut, eh? J im gona get my haircut on Tuesday.. hopefully it turned out okay.. J ow… got permission from my parents liao… coz my argument is ‘I wanna dye blue coz im still young… u wan me to dye it blue when im 25??’ hehehe.. then my mum gave way.. :p

Ow… the activity of the day started with going to church… my pastor preached a very good theme! It was about ‘sins and grace’… grace is something given from the higher authority to the weaker ones.. we, as people who hav received His grace, must let go the grace to others too.. as in we have to SPREAD the grace… it was taken from Matthew about this servant huz debt was paid full by the grace n mercy of the master, but didn’t forgive the other servant hu owed him much much much lower amount… then he continued on saying that Christians usually judge others as being more sinful than they are.. yupz.. we are NONE better than other people… if Jesus could came to this world and make this world of His own, the sinner as His own,… is there any reason for us not to accept them as our own too?? And he also talked about homosexuality… which surprised me! My church didn’t really talk about this things as our church is kinda ‘conservative’ church…. But he did… well.. itz relevant to me, coz ive just got a very good fren saying that she’s attracted to girls…anyway… he was saying that there’s a Christian in the US being gay… although he was a good, respected person at the beginning, once people know he’s gay, everyone started to avoid him n isolated him… homosexuality is not his CHOICE… he was born that way… what on earth are people thinking when they condemned these people as being more ‘sinful’?? I dun think they are sinful… true enough that God created this world balanced…. Man and woman… but then again… can we don’t quote this literally? Bible is a good way to READ between the lines… well.. im happy that I did the same thing to her.. I told her itz not a sin.. and that she must not condemned herself… she was born that way.. maybe god has more plan for her… hm.. letz pray for that.. ^_^ maybe the sermon today is to remind myself that she’ll alwiz be my fren tho anything happen to her…^_^ tho our conversations usually me talking about this guy I like n hers will be these girls she likes… ahaha… I dun care… we’re friends!! ^_^

Ow… b4 I end today’s entry……. My aunt n mum said the tube dress is nice.. :p *heng ah…* haha.. I dowan my mum to make me wear some other funny dresses… especially HER…. She’d make me wear something from the 60s? 50s? haha.. not that bad lagh.. but yeah… itz good that I bought that dress on my own.. hopefully I could find the shoes to go with it… ^_^ oow… I wanna dye my hair b4 going to the wedding… n gona get that temporary tattoo oso… WAKAKKAKAKA hopefully it goes smooth hor… J and ALSOO thanks for everyone hu sent me to the airport yesterday… s’bas, kho, tony, john sim, josh…. J thanx…