fwenship....

Had a kinda 'deep' conversation with fauzi last night.. :D hehe he is funny.. he was saying tat he’s happy for me tat somehow ive ‘seen’ a direction of my life.. as in im not that ‘lost’ anymore… yupz.. first time we met, he was lecturing about how important a goal in ur life is… I remembered him drawing a mind-map on how to set a goal, achieve it, etc.. somehow Ive forgotten wad he said despite on that point of time I rili looked up to him for having such thoughts.. hehe eniwei.. he said tat becoz iv come to like cogan.. *towew* well.. he said itz the first step.. tho the feeling might b onesided, but he said I could move on from this.. haha….

Oh well….. he also said something that I tot he shld hav written it in my testim.. wakaka… thx fau! Im rili blessed to hav caring frenz around me.. :D tenkz to all of u my frennnnnnzzzz :D:D:D itz like there’s alwiz people to be there when I fall.. to support me when im down, to cheer with me when im happy.. I guess tatz the beauty of frenship, thx thx….. :D

Life is not smooth-sailing… there are ups and downs to ‘colour’ our life.. maybe at that point of time, we would think that those are barriers to out happiness.. but think again… those barriers might be something that would make ur HAPPINESS more HAPPY.. get wad I mean?? For example.. my ‘fight’ with fauzi.. he made me angry, my words hurt him.. at that point of time we might be too arrogant and hot headed and said ‘fine! Who needs a fren like him/her?!’ few days after that, guilty started to creep up… thinking how I wish I could turn back time n drew back my exaggerated angry words to him… then apologiez were exchanged.. but yea.. tho he’s forgiven me… there’s still some ‘barriers’ that made us separated n itz juz not a happy feeling.. however, now that we’re frenz again.. our frenship meant more.. right? :D when u need someone to juz share ur happy stories, complaints or even advices, u know that THAT particular fren is there also… despite having more than one good frenz, losing one is rili feel like losing something supa dupa big…. N now, in frenship, im more cautious not to hurt people unnecessarily… this is wad we hav to learn to see… that barriers in life has itz purpose too….

I juz written new testimonial for agnes.. yea.. she and I were not in very good terms back in secondary days.. but somehow as distance drew us part, we learnt that frenship is not barred with distance n time… n also, for talking to her, it helps me loosen up my burden n hers.. tho I might not know whoever she’s talking about, she might not know who im talking about.. who im complaining about, but we’re there for each other.. n I feel THAT is something I should be grateful about, that our frenship is undeterred.. :D

Lazly, during eli’s very super short stay las weekend, funny, I felt that she’s alwiz been here… she also said the same ting to me.... sometimes I hope that these old frenz n crowds would come back n we’ll stay together… like some times when im feeling down, tinking that the old frenz wld undeztand me more… I didn’t understand why there’s alwiz separation in our lives… but I guess, with these separations, we would not take these people for granted the next time we meet them.. n also itz an opportunity for us to make new frenz and make more people feel treasured by having us their frens….