another weekend...

aiz.. missed few things from previous entries.. my dear fren is now back in bandung.. she spent longer-than-intended stays in melb with her *eherm*.. she called me at 6am in the morning on monday! luckily i was awake.... -_-' sounded sad but somehow she’d expected it lah.. at the beginning, her parents only allow her to spend 5 or 7 days in melb.. but fortunately for her, something cropped out that she had to stay longer.. well.. I tink itz good for her coz she could spend more time with *eherm* and that she finally found her ‘love’? I duno.. somehow itz good for her.. but if her family knows about their relationship, I think she’d be condemned… aiz… well.. I hope she truly find her happiness lah hor! She’d gone thru’ super hard times from the way she told me… *hugz* hm… her mum told my mum that if I know something about her I shld tell her mum.. as in so that they could know her chain of thoughts.. where she’s going or wther she’s falling deeper.. something like that..

well I said b4, her parents think she’s gone crazy..but truly.. wad do they know about her? Itz true she’s their daughter n they shld protect her from ‘harm’ but wad they do is not protecting.. itz condemning… i was shocked to hear my mum asking me wther I know aniting about her… I told her I only know general things like she’s going back indo, etc. etc. my mum was saying I shld help her mum.. O_o’ no no no im not gona do that.. dun worie girl.. im on ur side.. Tho’ I wun truly understand ur feeling, I somehow tinks its bez for you…. :D jia you!! Hm.. hopefully she could further her studies next year.. IF her parents permit.. O_o’

er… this personality tests from joE … tried it.. n I tink quite precise.. O_o’ im cold n distant.. xiaodi cld not have agreed more :p…!! marlin got the same result as joE.. bwhruwehroaiehr… well woke up SUPER late this morning… O_o’11 o clock man!!! Marlin’s sms ‘wake up.. dun let ur body control u’ (sumting like tat) was READ at 11 itself.. hahah :p so.. yea… not rili useful :p

went to school juz to submit the lab report.. alex said he passed his programming test.. hm.. im not sure wadz the passing mark.. but yea.. I passed mine too… I got a C O_o’ imagine my lab7? I dun feel like looking at the result on that day T.T! well the marking is quite strict… there’s plagiarism check too… kinda dumb rite?! no one will be I mean it’s a TEST how to look here n there?? Even if u see to ur right left front back.. u wun rili catch wadz written on the screen :p eniwei.. venny was so happy tat I managed to beat congik :p hehehe he got a D.. n well… there’s his fren tatz also like me, didn’t submit lab 3 n 5.. omg! Im not gona lose to them!!

About competition… I was chatting with wihu n somehow realized why I could do quite well in JC.. u know wad? I hated the class last time.. remember? I kept on complaining about these group of people…. N was determined to win them all! :p n yea! I did! N also, for physics lessons, I hate LSB so much last time.. that im determined not to make him humiliated me… hey! It worked! Hehe…. :D too bad there’s no one I could hate in ntu.. well I hate congik.. but he is NOT good enough to compete with..! hmmm.. hav to hate a brilliant indo… *hint2 wihu* hahaha no no no no dun worie.. I need my debugger everytime I compile a program.. hahahaha

Er… remember hana’s blog? Tat she wrote about 10 people without telling names? Here’s mine… :D

1. thx for supporting me forever…. For having confidence in me, ur care n luv for me.. thx for the chances that u made me take and making me who I am today.. ^_^.. for all the wisdom, patience and knowledge tat I now do not regret when I look back… I wun let u down in any way!!!!! im gona xiao xun forever!! ^_^ hugies hugies hugies hugiesss :D

2. hey.. we’ve been frens for sooo long…. Tho we might not be so close in distance and age, tho we mite not talk to each other that often, u re alwiz my goodest beztest fren *cheers!* :D hey.. hav some confidence in urself, eh? Im alwiz ready to lend a listening ears or comfort… :D n hey.. remember we’ll form a business partnership? :D

3. hm.. im not sure wad to say to you.. I duno wadz going on nowadays… maybe itz becoz of me.. maybe its becoz of u... I know we’re still good frenz, but somehow... things have changed… u know? As in u only called when u r in need… sometimes I tink u r getting very selfish.. but yea.. I know I cant beat the other party… i’ll alwiz help u out if u need me ofcoz... but its like even on msn, I wld have to b the one saying hi first to u.. n tho I did, sometimes u juz say hi back to me n then ‘………………’ or maybe we juz talk in general n THATZ it?? Im almoz one of the last person to know this n thatz about you… I duno… u seem to be reluctant when invited to any things… so yea.. sumtimes I feel reluctant to ask u out too.. u seem to think wadever we do is ‘boring’…..

4. To someone who hav shown the whole person to me… thx for all sweetness cares attention forgiveness n for taking all my ‘faults’ to be urs…. As in u alwiz say ‘ok itz my fault’ when itz so obviously my fault…: U r truly are an individual.. perseverance and determination drive your life… cheers to ur success!! I applaud the way u deal with ur pride like ‘sorie to me’ due to pricking my temper when all u did was juz trying to make me happy…. I also thank you for all uve done to me.. for making my life different having you in there… I’ll never 4get that day u cried becoz of me… im sorry for wadever ive done to you….

5. another super determined person… gives advice to me, sees me through and not afraid to say things about me to me… thanx for all the long night chats juz to listen to my –alwiz-the-same-problem.. I remember talking to you thru the nites n when u finally spilled the beans saying tat u’ve got exam the next day.. good god! U shld have stopped me!!! I now remember to watch my words when im angry :p you too will be successful… im glad u rili focus on ur way and u r not reluctant to share ur ‘secret-to-success’ to me.. :D tho Ive not applied it into my own life atm… I WILL!! :P

6. thx for opening my eyes to another world!!! You are one of the reason why I am kinda more ‘open’ now… I admire ur courage and ur carefree nature.. u r not afraid to try new things but somehow u tink far too! Maybe others will regard you as weird or er.. simply ‘naughty’?..? but not me!! I’ll alwiz cherish u in my life… n im glad we’re frenz, glad tat we realized that, glad tat we r closer now.. I wish I could help u more than this… however, im sure u’ll find ur own happiness in life with the right person…

7. we’ve known each other for quite sumtimes…. Eversince high-school time, ive changed you quite a lot, n I hope itz for the better :p haha u r a good person, simple love ur frenz.. but sometimes ur over-protectiveness make me go O_O”””!!!!!! good luck in all u do... hey.. itz time for u to find a guy u know!!! Dun miss the next guy yaaa! :D oh ya… try to save up! :p

8. a crazy, enthu but unfortunately bloody smart individual… thx for those times I made you puked blood teaching me this n thatz!! Hehe as for now, strive forward, n ofcoz will bug u now n then.. hehe this individual also enthu enthu enthu! Especially when it comes to weekendz…….ei! this person is also a clean-freak!!!

9. Im glad to see those changes in you!!! u rili are quite different from that person I saw the first time.. :D eh! U r still that fun person whom appreciate music n put hard thoughts into wad u do.. but u r more fun-loving now.. hehehe n u r soo cute n funny!!! If u r a doll I’d have picked u the moment I saw u! haha! Remember those crazy days we write letters? N took looonnnggg time to read n write the reply?! Hehehe well.. only YOU will understand when I say THX.. :D haha

10. hey young individual (*err I duno how to describe wad.. cannot say itz a boy or girl oso O_o sorie for this choice of words*) hahaha this last one is for u…. :D quietly take ur step into the world..? :D hey.. ive never heard eni1 saying aniting bad about u u know… so hav some confidence alrite? Stand tall n hold ur head up high… reach for the stars above and make all of us and YOU proud of urself okay? *pat2* u r so naturally funny.. unique... hm.. muz work on making u gain some confidence... okay? will be here if u need me to drill u train it :p

Hueee 10 is definitely not enough!!! O-o’ another 10 coming up hahahahha ;D ow.. I woke up at 8-!!! :D hehehe was cleaning my room n later, my whole house.. omg it looks so *kinclong* now! hehehe.. I could feel the fresh air….. *SIIIGGGHHH* er… itz kinda tiring to do housework with only marlin around but yea… cant ask much for more help O_o’

Finally gona get a coffee table for the living room… will finally cease to use this sofa as laptops table… :p hehe er… xiaodi invited us to his party… at woodlands O_o’’! dun feel like going out these days.. but xiaodi is going back soon hor… :D I hope I finish reading stack n queues n start on my lab6 b4 evening comes… sbass will be around.. so I hope to be able to bombard him with my program… so ciaoz!!! gona do some real studying now O_o’ べんきょう！べんきょう　べんきょう！！　べんきょうしましょう　みんあ！！！　がんばりましょう！！

どうか　上さま　僕に　勇気　を　ください！！　how do u say give me courage to do things im supposedely hate doing.... hehe as in i hate studying n i need this big courage to study wad... :p