at the edge of falling......

whew.. so long nv blog *it feels like ages*... there are so many things to blog about.. n yet.. so many things i have to rush doing.. so... ....... im sort of at the edge of falling apart *choi*!!!

ofcoz im now in my business class... *again* GJ -__-' well2... supposed to be presenting today.. but it so happen that he missed us *Oopz*... so... next week definitely i'l have to be PRESENT (as in: hadir/come to class) again -__-'!!

geez.... this week is SUPER busy.. *as alwiz*... next week wld be also busy at the weekend.. n starting from now, not busy == STUDYING TIME!! do i realise that exam is coming soon? YES.. do i realise that i might not have enough time? YES... am i scared of failing my subjects? YES!!! so... gota study study study study! no joke... gota really start mugging O_o'...

i did start yesterday.. i missed exclaim day on purpose to read OS.. i tot i wld understand more about Os... oh yes i did... i know what is paging is about... n how thrashing come about.. n that it is MORE to 'file management' than i thought... however.... when it comes to lab *which is supposed to be submitted tomorrow*, im ZERO..... -__-'! what to do? i duno... either i submit 1/2 done report tomorrow or i extend a few days... haiz... so tight schedule O_o'!

eniweiz... there's something i could celebrate on...!!! IM GOING BACK INDO TOMORROW EVENING!!! hehehe.... yea... thx to my aunt..... well its both good n bad news... bad news becoz it happens in the middle of the mugging month... the good news is, it would refresh me to be with them for a short 1 at most 2 (ie: 48 hours) with them... being in the middle of the hapie event... yea... it shld be a good refreshment :D

ow im looking forward to see my bride-to-be-aunt.... my granma *SURELY CRY!*,... witness her ceremony... EAT at the banquet... i dun care!!! i want to eat good food!!! haiz!! O_O"! ogh yea... i might not be able to -__-' see how my gown fits me.... mum said she chose me a nice blue colour 'that blue shade that u like'..... so... looking forward to seeing it! hehehe....

mmm... wad else?? well... i have a wish list.... please grant them all, okay?
1. PRAY FOR ME!! n my exams.... say these weird n un-deciphered codes "cpe 205" "cpe206" "cpe207" "cpe208" "cpe181" and "mb362"... everytime u pray... can? it means alot T.T;;;
2. Give me encouragement to STUDY.. n NOT to slack...
3. DUN ask me out for anything 'hang-out' or wadsoever... we can do it on the 4th may!!
4. pray also for my DDP to finish on time... for the group members to work TOGETHER and to help each other members...
5. PRAY that holiday comes soon...... *sobz!*


something to feel 'good about' is sbass' words... : when u go through THIS semester, the rest of the semester would not be this tough..... let's believe in his words....