tired...

Just few days after new year... few days after my new year resolution... and already i felt tired O_o'...

I know what is the cause of my 'sian' syndrome... lack of purpose everyday... forcing my eyes to open every morning which keep on closing even though i know im not sleepy anymore... and dragging myself out of the bed... getting ready for this and thats... and forcing myself to work on the report everyday... darn.. it just felt soo tiring..

For the few days my dad was here, it feels like im very energized in the morning.. i wake up at 7 everyday he was here and sleep at around 10.. (i know its kinda early.... but thurs and friday i also slept at those timing.. and woke up later than 9 O_o')... When my dad was here, it seems like i have alot of time in the morning.. i could even wash my clothes before i go to school (upon his order, DUH!).. the point is.. it seems like 1 day is kinda fully utilised.. unlike now.. haiz.. wad to DOOOOOOO!!!!

THe chant in my brain is like this now: graduation graduation graduation!!! i want to graduateeeeeeeeee grrrr