First Sunday

I felt like saying ‘gosh… do I hav to go to church again today?’… but thank God my fam is quite ‘strict’ in a way that I HAV to go to church no matter wad… I mean if I dun hav any valid reason, there’s no way I could escape church :p

Today’s sermon was a good one to start a year… :D lucky i didnt skip it.. :p itz about having a purpose in life... the statement made me think… wadz my purpose in life? Honestly, I duno… maybe my purpose is to graduate, work well, have a family, n make my parents proud n happy n make their lives easier with my job :D however, the pastor said that in search of a purpose, we usually made 2 big mistakes…
1. we find OUR purpose, OURselves, n according to what WE think is my purpose..
2. we use GOD’s name to say our purpose… like when we are successful or wadeva, we SAY that itz God’s will that u succeeded or wadsoever… itz not necessarily right… haiz… tough hor.. :D

I got picz from k Teddy (his bdae today btw… :D)… he got me very very old pics.. :D from the time my first mission trip to Jakarta, then 2nd mission trip to sukabumi malang n solo… *phew…* almoz forgot about it oredi… :D hehe wel, as i browsed thru the pics, i saw familiar faces whom last time were my 'clique' but now, they've gone somewhere unknown, doing unknown things too... juz like me aint it? wandering around duno where to go, duno wad to do... *Sigh*

We went to landmark for yum-cha with ko kikih n c lily… yumm2…. :D really full that lunch time we couldn’t really eat that much tho the food were equally yummy… hehehe Indonesian delights… *yumm* lunch was at kc wie sen’s place… my mum’s family (mostly) were there to gather n celebrate new year… after that, we gota come back home coz I still hv a lot a lot a lot of things to pack n prepare… haiz.. up to now… itz not really done yet… *almoz tho…:p*

Well2.. Im listening to the song ‘tentang kita’ by peter pan now… *sigh* really… waktu terasa semakin berlalu… 1 month in Indo is over?! *sad2*… itz another opportunity for me to AGAIN be true to myself n do my best in all that I do… *sigh* sad leh!!!! -_-‘ I dun feel like coming back….. *sigh2!!!!!* tomorrow is 1st day of school.. n im skipping it.. :p heheheheh