to tsunami victims...

My deepest condolence to the people in Aceh…. Disasters are always unexpected and impending in our lives, tatz y we need God, aint we? We need Him to take care of the people who juz lost their loved ones, sympathize with them and give them hope…. I hope more people give their hands to dry the tears of Indonesia….

Well2… my bro is in Pangandaran, n mum’s fren, whose son is also in Pangandaran with the big group of my church said that Pangandaran also have a Tsunami n that the height of the waves were up to 5 mtrs… haiz… he’s ok tho…. Hm… really… wadz the meaning of our lives?? We could juz die anytime… n dun u think itz really something we need to be grateful of? That the earthquake did NOT happen in Singapore? Wad would happen if it hitz Singapore? It might! But it didn’t! dun say about 9ritcher… im terrified to imagine what a few ritcher would do to the small tiny little red dot of world map…. The headline news is ‘indonesia menangis’.. I think the title really send something to my soul… itz like really ‘crying’…. A member of my church JUST came back from Aceh n she was back on x’mas day because she was performing on the x’mas day celebration in my church.. I imagine what would it be like if I were her… part of me I’d be glad that God delivered me from disaster, another part of me… I’d definitely feel miserable n devastated if all my family is in Aceh n dun noe a clue about them… wther they perished or alive? No one would know… the telephone network all over that area was damaged… n only some was restored today... *sigh*

Well2… something to lighten up the mood…. I got to wear specs…. Yupz… specs… i’ll look like THIS O_O hehehhe… eniweiii I bought lenses too :p hehehehe then I tried the coloured lenses though… the woman tried darn hard to help me put it in, n ive decided NOT to buy the coloured lenses yet.. hehehe I looked scary :p ow… yeah.. I am to be my cousin’s bridesmaid for his wedding next June… >_< *sheepish smile* duno leh… shld I? I havnt met him yet.. but he asked my mum orediiiiii how how how?!!!!!

Erhm… my dear fren reached Indo oredi.. she told me that her mum didn’t recognize her at the airport.. somehow I felt that she felt sad.. but ofcozzzz she laughed at it… n even said it the ‘golden moment of silence’…. Haiz.. she confessed to her mum n received scoldings from her… however, she knew that itz not the end… her true dooms day is when she met her dad………. How sad…….. y people cant live ANY kind of life they want??!!! Erhm… my dad is oso funny leh! He thinks im with this guy -_-“””””””””!!! n told my mum tat if she ‘consented’ or ‘object’, she should tell me first… goshh… daddy… daddy…. Look at meeeeeee!!! Do I look in love?!!!!!! He’s juz a frennn!!!! ergH!!! Tiz is the sole reason I HATE being a grown up…. The older u r the more THIS question coming to you… especially being indo! People on the street (mum’s fren or distant relatives or hueverrrrrrrr) would engage me in the conversation something like this :

Stranger : eh?!!! This is you??!!! Gosh… look how uve grown!!!
Me : hhehehhehehe
Stranger : wow… so pretty liao… eh.. got boyfren oredi??????? When r u getting married???
Me : ehehehe.. dun have… heheheh
Stranger : really?!! Aiya… dun lie… eh.. got or not???????
Me : dun have lah auntieeee….
Stranger : really??!! Sure O not/???? Really ah?? Want to meet with my son?? (mau ga ama anak tante??!!!)
Me : !@#$$%&(*)_)+__)(&!@%^#%*@

Familiar??!!! Rili happens right?! Argh!!! My relatives oso! Like the other time my cousin’s wedding… we were happily eating… n they were talking about how time flew so fast… that they remember my cousin being 5 years old yesterday… n now itz his wedding day? THENNN they were saying that after the oldest guy got married, the other cousinssss would follow suit… n they were saying since im the first lady-cousin from my mother’s side, they said that they WAIT n LOOK FORWARD to that day O_o’ -_-!!!!!!! Wad d…………… I cant even see myself being marriedddddddd argh!!!!! Wadever!!!

Ow.. venny n edmond reached sg liao ma??? *sigh* no time to meet venny oso… argh!!! Y holiday flew so fast!!!! I still have things to dooo!!!! Ergh!!! I dowanna go back too soon… haiz.. isn’t it funny?? Sometimes im bored in bandung…. But yet, when itz time for me to go back… I resented it….. *huaaaaaaaaaaaaaa*