Joseph....

Hear2….. today’s sermon about Joseph, Jesus’ earthly father, was said to be righteous and follow God’s plan despite uncertain future n consequences…. When he was betrothed to Mary, she was conceiving, but he STILL took Mary as his rightful wife.. although the society around him will gossip, and somehow condemn Mary or also stoned to death… and especially for Joseph, it’ll be darn hard n painful to be with the woman he loves and yet could not touch with her… but he did stand his ground and do whatever God ordered and not be with Mary until Jesus was born… it is said that following Jesus is not an easy task, requires commitment, passion and pure reliance on Him for the future is uncertain.. however, one definite thing is that He has greater plan for u than u can think of… :D

As for all of us, we think that by following Him, we will be blessed by material, physical and spiritual wealth.. the question is…. Is it absolute? Spiritually definitely… when He is in you, u’d grow.... however, material n physical wealth is not necessarily.. as for me, im blessed with lotza tings… including family, health, material blessings and also intelligence.. although not to say im darn intelligent, people who knows me better knows that im darn lazy.. isn’t it right for me to say that im blessed that ive gone thru all stages of education remarkably well enough for a slacker like me? I know the answer… God is really showing me that ALTHOUGH sometimes im not faithful, tho I only crawl crying to Him in time of need, tho im not doing what I shld be doing, He is HERE with me, He is with us… cares for us, watch us, overlook us and blesses us…*thank you lord!* so why am I so afraid to just commit myself… or shall I put it this way… why am I sooooooo stubborn… n shamelessly ungrateful to Him, hu has put everything juz in the right place and save me ALWIZ at the right time? I mean if God is a person, I would have given Him lotza hugs and flowers to thank Him.. However, God is God!! we can only thank Him in a way that people of the church do… prayer, unconditional passion serving Him.. I do pray in thanksgiving.. but He certainly expect something more from me? To serve Him at least in one area faithfully? I thought of choosing ‘praying for others’ as one service to Him…. But yeah.. u know me…… after sometime the prayer juz got shorter n shorter n *BZZZZZ* gone….

Now my newfound friend dun even SEE any Christianity trace in me… I know ive opened up my mind and getting better being friends with other religions.. last time, I avoided a STREET leading up to temple.. (something like I avoid Bugis market as it leads to temple.. silly isn’t it?!) I used to be soo intimidated looking at Buddhist temple’s crafted walls n statues (still is, now, by the way..:p)… when I went to Bali last time, I kept my mouth shut most of the time n offered Him a silent prayer ‘God protect us…’ something like that… now.. erh,,… my point is last time I was a VERY devoted Christian who would go to church at least 2x a week… now, when I see my little sis goes to church every now n then I find myself irritated (I mean I wanted to go out n use the car while SHE says she needs it as she’s going to church…)…. Y am I behaving like this??? Anyone??? Helepppppppppp

Now my newfound friend dun even SEE any Christianity trace in me… I know ive opened up my mind and getting better being friends with other religions.. last time, I avoided a STREET leading up to temple.. I used to be soo intimidated looking at Buddhist temple’s crafted walls n statues he said.. but when I say ‘ini buat ii?’ he said ‘iyaaaaH’ hehehe then Jordan was amazed that my hair is blue… hehe but itz faded-blue.. so he said itz green…. He was like ‘ii knapa rambutnya TEH jadi gituH?’ then he said ‘jadi IJO’ then the daddy asked ‘jo.. ii cing2 makan apa rambutnya jadi ijo gituw?’ then he PROVIDE him an answer ‘makan cacing...!!!’ awwwwwww *knock jordan’s head*! Heheh I told him I ate too much KANGKONG.. bwahahah then he said in horror ‘makan kangkung bisa jadi ijo????!!!!’ hehehehehhee :p *oopz.. sis… dun blame me if he dun eat kangkong from now on hor! Heheheh* while Mark, didn’t notice my hair until he went quite a distance from me… n he rushed back to me ‘ii ii ii!!!! Rambut ii……..’ he didn’t noe wadz the colour… heheheh I asked him wether itz black.. he said sheepishly ‘bu.. kaaaaannnnnn’ but didn’t give me a colour… *towew* hehehehehe then as usual, I like to use my tail to tickle jo’s face… then u know what he saie??!!! ‘ih!! Jahil aja da ii TEH!’ translated to be ‘aiya… ii is alwiz mischievous’ 4year old leh!!!! Talk like a grown-up boy….. like im the childish one… ehehehhehehehehehe notty cutey little nephz..!! :D

Ow hana.. Im not sure whatz my stance on the issue of marriage… but Im sure I want a kid… bwahahahahahahahha they’re so cute… ofcoz I’d make sure that my kid is not like that little witch XIAN RU… or ah-boy *oopz… secret yoo jgn bilangin auntie* hhehehehhe