crita lagi aghhh :p

hm... yesterday was hm.. eventful.. the drama, the sermon, the calling, and later on, my msn... i was (again) consoling my cousin.. it seems that he's a little stronger now.. but who knows yea? he was talking about his first meetings with his ex, how he thought of her since beginning, how he was a pessimist when it comes to her, etc etc... then... was talking to aswin and he, as usual, as reliable as ever to talk sense... hehe eniwei he is from GRII too, and he said that it is the usual typical Stephen tong of provings... yea.. by proving that other religions dun say these and thats (sorie).. discussed with him for quite some time...... and yea.. that essay was produced :p

then.. my frend told me that her parents hav 'calmed down' a bit... yea.. that same person that i juz said came back from melbourne happily that she dun loose her sweetheart.. oh well.. her parents are not happy with her sweetheart (i duno wther they know about this, or theyre juz guessing and their guessing is somehow right..) her dad threatened to confiscate her hp and laptop and internet connection O_o' n he did... he took away her phone... she was crying when she talked to me on msn last week.. but her stubborness made her persevere.. :p hehe she bought a number on her own.. =p luckily her dad didnt disconnect her internet conection O_o' she juz told me that her parents really thought something has gotten into her.. they brought a fengshui master to take alook at her and change her room altogether.. *parents..*.. well as long as they dun abuse u... well her dad did.. but.. i duno.. irony isnt it? the only girl in the family, the one whom they used to love so much.. biggest room, biggest this and thats... and now they thought something is wrong with her.... she even couldnt take that hairdressing course which, she-told-me, is a key to get a PR in ausie.. her mum told her 'dun dream no more.. forget it.. itz not ur path.. none in ur dad's family had ever done this before.. this is a 'lowly-kinda' profession'... so? do u think she could hold on?? luckily there's another fren of hers that made her alwiz remember that she alwiz hav someone.. and these people would be so broken hearted if she ever does something stupid... hehe i gave her the song 'love me' and she sent it to her sweetheart n both of them felt so touched by that song.. haha.. first time ME give her a song.. usually she doesnt listen to MY kind of songs.. so most of the time is she who intro songs to me.. :D well.. done with it... she now trying to get some lobang to get into culinary.. O_o' one last way to get PR... aint she persistent? i admire her courage man...

next next.... while i thought itz all done, someone cut n paste his conversation with my fren.......... well she was crying.. n itz my fault... sorie... he was saying that she actually misses me but no way out... well i understand.. but how do u tell her?! O_o' u know wad he did? he actually opened another window plus the two of us and then he left O_o'!! huehuehue luckily it was not that difficult once u start.. hey.. we're bez frenz.. how could we not 'connect'? hehe oh well... she thennn curhat to me wad hav happened and why the gap between us.. hm.. i dun mind if u tell him all ur stories.. i mean the him that brought us to the same window of conversation... he's also ur fren wad.. u said im not enthu when i meet u?! O_o' how can i not enthu? *perasaan gw slalu enthu2* hehe next, she told me her problems with someone.. so yea.. i oso duno how to help her on that.. i mean the situation is different than last time.. yea.. i duno O_o" sorie.. morever, we talked about me.. hehe she told me to find my freedom soon :p bewuarheirhaoe hope so! :p oh well... after talking to her, everything juz rushed thru me.. all the feelings.. our days together.. yea.. we used to waste time... lazying.. juz to enjoy the weekends.. heyyy i miss that.. T.T to her: hey... cheer up laghh.. stand on ur ground and be a little bit harder on that matter okay?! ^_^ to the third party : thx for bringing us to that window... yea.. tho i was already shreaking that time.. :p but well if u didnt push us that way, we wldnt rili hit that point :p hehe

to my dear cousin : if she comes back, she'z urs.. if she doesnt, u have those memories to treasure and then, MOVE ON! omg.. when i said i was going offline last nite, my cousin said he's going to lembang.. this place is the outskirt of bandung, which i thought was quite dangerous.. but he said he needs to cool down.. i hope he's fine O_o'! aiz aiz aiz.. dun make ur mother worry so much... okay?!

i havent talked about the preaching today.. huehuehue nvm... i was late for 30 minz! O_O' shld hv taken cab on my own.. hehe but i didnt miss the sermon.. i was widely awake when he taught.. :D 4 stages of easter faith :
*normal life... when someone so dear to u juz passed away, u'll want to do the least thing for him, right? that's wad mary magdalene and joanna did on easter morning.. going to anoint the body that they so surely-thought would be there.. little did they remember about jesus' saying that he will rise again on 3rd day... when they met an angel by the tomb, they thought he stole the body.. she was then being told and hence, remember wad Jesus said about Him, will rise again on the 3rd day...
* puzzle and fear.. they were puzzled and fearful but as they hear the news, slowly, they digested and hence, remember what Jesus said..
* belief with understanding... they understand and belief....
* telling others... and they go and tell others about this wonderful story that he is risen!! (mind the word.. itz TELL) they told what they saw to others...

simple isint it? we, also are like them... leading normal lives before we are awed, puzzled and then belief in this story of Easter that Christ is risen... we all need that one moment in life when we are SNAPPED and believe.... since we do not know wther this story did happen or did not, we could only have 2 things to do... either and abject apoligy to the world for the utter nonsensical story, or.. do juz like the women did.... tell others about this awesome story that he is risen! We could not check the tomb, we could not PROVE whether this story is true.. but why cant we have a little of faith? these people who have gone all the way, risking their lives, would they tell risk their lives over lies?