Blissfully Blessed..

DEMO IS DONEEEEEE....!!! woohhhoooo.......

Well.. this would be sharing session from me.. =] again, today God shows his power and his mercy on me... the tiny-weeny-irritating-kid-of-his...

From friday, i tried to re-open my fyp folder from my computer... i saw lines that make my head hurt............ wanted to really run away from it =.=; eniweiz.. right after i met my examiner face to face, i had the feeling he would be hm... fierce... u know.. he is the head of the lab... director of CAIS O_o' n yes.. he has such big office.. with humongous computer screen (really like TV screen.. seriously.. im nt lying.. go n see for urself.. i was really taken aback by the size of his monitor.... *swakoo.. only know 12" laptop only*...).... n yea.. the seats in his office were really2 humongous too O_o... there's just something about his office that makes u feel tiny.... O_o'

N well.. luckily before i went home i met maureen, the girl who is handed my project by my supervisor =p hehee.. (she's senior, btw.. n sbass fren, btw.. n she has super neat handwriting btw.. she gave us her tutorial last year, btw... she's good in piano, btw.. n eniweiz.. its not the point O_o)... so ya.. i asked her wad went wrong with my graph who seems to like to be running away from the centre screen... n she said 'use hvscroll..' erhm.. i tot i did so?

Eniweiz.. i tried it ... n it worked =p but then.... i noticed things did not go quite right... n yes.. there were BUGS=.= kutu kutu jelek... O_o' n i didnt know how to fix it except for not putting hvscroll =.=; so... ya.. tried to do this n thats yesterday (oh ya... wednesday, after i had dinner, i went right back to slumber..... allll da way till morning)...

So.. cut story short.. it didnt work.... until this morning... until i had to resort back to the 'earlier versions' of the project..... n resorted to only show the older version of the program.. n those with a more 'stable' graph..... n well.. it kinda work similarly, just that the graph is processed by the existing library instead of by me.. =p n it did not show the 2nd degree related graphs (wadever, isnt it?)

Almost 12 n i was already restless...... the code from maureen that sbass sent was also not working *sbass: i need the function they call 'getinfo' or something*.... so... ya... i really planned wad to say.... i was banging the piano before i left to venge my frustration... *kasian si rina =p*.. before i left, i checked my thumbdriv, etc... n somehow i got the weird feeling to bring my laptop.. NEVER in my life have i ever brought my laptop to school.. for one plain reason, its HEAVY *with the power supply n all*... n if i dun get seats in the bus... quite irritating lah... cannot just sling the laptop bag ma.. =p

Nyway.. on the way to school, i was listening to songs from my dopod.. n the song was 'Mukjizat itu nyata...' n it was like really answer to my prayers, isn it...? amin tuhan.... =] "bukan karena kekuatan, namun roh Mu ya Tuhan... ketika ku percaya... Mujizat itu nyata...".... well i wasnt asking for miracle.. i asked for calmness, strength and courage to go through today....

I reached school about 35 mins before the demo began... n TADAA....... the idiotic computer did not recognize tat there's one cute little thumbdriv attached to its usb port... O_o' *PANIC*

Change to other computer *newer one*..... still could not O_O......; see? that's when my laptop came handy... u may think it is coincidence, but i believe, that's God's will...... wait.. i didnt bring the power supply..... O_o means, i only have.. maybe 15-30mins for the compie to stay alive...

n it was still not yet 2pm..... O_o i braced myself n knocked my examiner's door... n so.. the demo was in his office, which is GOOD *to me*.. coz noone else would have heard me kena bantai *if i were to get bantai-ed*..

Guess wad.... i was trembling... my hands.. my words... just TREMBLED... *paiseh*....... but after sometime, i tot he wasnt that bad lagh... he's not as menacing as i tot he would be =p He asked questions frequently, but mostly asking to really KNOW more about the project.. 'wads the input?'... n after i explained quite-badly for sometime, he walked to his chair n i was confused... n he said 'ok.. tatz enough..' GYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ^_^v

Duno if it were good or bad... but he didnt bantai (bantai is massacre isit?) me..... =p thx u sir..!!

I went out of his office... i felt that all anxiety rushed out of my body.. n suddenly it felt light ^_^v thx GOD!!! if it were not for Him.... i duno wad i'd have become today.... thank you thank you thank you Lord... =]

N here is the song lyric which strengthened me today.... ask the song from me if anyone of u wants to listen to this byuuuuutiful song....:

Tak terbatas kuasaMu Tuhan

Semua dapat Kaulakukan

Apa yang kelihatan mustahil bagiku,

itu sangat mungkin bagiMu

Disaat ku tak berdaya

kuasaMu yang sempurna

ketika kupercaya mukjizat itu nyata

bukan karena kekuatan

namun RohMu ya Tuhan

ketika kuberdoa mukjizat itu nyata

mukjizat itu dekat dimulutku

dan ku hidup oleh percaya ....

ketika kuberdoa mukjizat itu nyata

Afterward, when i re-listened to the song, i felt seriously touched.......... thank You Lord, thank You!! thank you for everyone who have prayed n supported me too =] even someone whom ive not heard for a loongggg time.. smsed me "nat, when is the big day?" n i was like 'today is one of the big day, if i might say..'... n here's the reply "wah feeling gw gw cun juga.. I can feel u.. hahaha.. ok sip, aldabez! PD ya..! u have prepared, u'll be fine.. kl ce, dun forget to :) klu cowo, kedip2 dikit ya :p JUST DO IT"... mwahahahaha.... XD hey i didnt do tat, okay! hahaa.... XD

Geez..... really.... i think that was one of the most 'tegang' day of my life so far...... really had a lot of people supporting and praying for me.. really felt blessed =] even my cousins n relatives sent their encouragement ^_^v *mungkin dikasi tao mama/dd gw segh.. the power of prayer .. =]*

Eh.. im not saying just pray n dunid to do eniting hor O_o;!! I tried to fix the kutu.. but it just wont go away.... i did my best... n i pleaded to God my case.. n He heard me... =] thank you Jesus =]

PS: i met one of my fren on the way back home... n apparently the similar thing happened to my fren too.... came to the 30min before the demo time, tried to dry-run, n after 15min, clicked wrong button n the computer just hang *jialat....!!!! i think he was using remote desktop to his hall, i guess)... so had to rush back to hall to get a copy of the program O_o' poor thing.. jia you!!!