R-word..

The R-word is always associated with C word (complicated)....

ive heard a number of stories within these weeks... some of them are happy things, and some of them are ... well... depressing... some packaged in a way that we dont even know how to react.. to be happy, or to be sad for them... some just dropped by like a bomb in my sms.... and some came in miscalls in the morning....

Had a heart-to-heart talk with one of the frenz in question above on sat.. and well, i guess it was an eye opener also lha... the conclusion for the *about 4 hours talk* was, relationship is never easy.... and even though i couldnt help much, i think what you need is just a listening ear to hear all the stories you want to spill..., right?

When it deals with something called 'heart', it's always complicated......

When you are given a choice whether or not to get into a relationship, your heart doesnt agree to what you THINK is good...?

When you are given a choice between 1 or 2 "suitors"..., your heart doesnt agree to what you THINK is good...

When you are given a choice, to move on, or not to move on...., your heart doesnt agree to what you THINK is good...

So why the heart makes it so, so so hard to move on or at least to stop making you clinging to an invisible wall? why does the heart make it soo hard to stop you from feeling heartache? why does the heart not choose the person who wont give you all the spites and curses? and sometimes, why does the heart breaks soooo easy to break by simple statements, even though u know the person doesnt mean it? so what good is a heart?

Some of us hangs on to an old love... some of us hangs on to the broken love.. some of us hang on to the imaginary friend.. some of us hangs on to the person just not meant for you.. some of us hangs on to someone who doesnt even give a single damn about you... some of us hangs on to someone who never did come.... some of us hangs on so badly that it hurts our own hearts and soul..... some of us hangs on to the "someone" you think you want to be with that you ended up hurting that special "someone"... so what good is a heart?

Well anyway... i dun have any answers to all the above questions...... as everyone knows, the R-word is always never easy..... but again, for those brave souls to be in relationships, dont give up =] akiramenaide!! even though it might be hard, even if the world thinks you should/ should not do it..... it's your life bhow O_o'! just do it =]

So, to youS... i hope the lights dawn on youS... be strong.. kayz? *hugs*.... il be here =]