melancholy... melancholy....

Well2.. ive been feeling quite ‘down’ these few days… I duno wther itz my ‘time’ coming… or I juz simply miss everyone tatz left sg…. *sigh* I miss eli… I miss bunchiez.. I miss gret… I miss lyvi.. I miss cota.. I miss wilsen.. I miss agnes.. I miss the twinz.. I miss marga.. I miss pei2… I miss yulia.. I miss ira… T.T I miss our days in kechottz.. I miss our days in TKS…. I miss our days in Eunos park.. I miss our PJC days.. I miss our crazy outings.. I miss all thatz!!!!!!!!!! Haiz…. Nowadays my ‘new’ frenz aren’t quite like them… last time we used to console each other for being in Singapore n stuff like that, but we do that no more…. True tat we shld move on, people come n leave our lives… but then… cant we hav a reunion or something??? Why is it sooooo super-ly hard for all of us to just MEET? Catch up, being nostalgic and thinking back about our frenship for the past 6 years??? i know it aint good for me to indulge in the past... but how can i help it??itz been so much better in the past... *sigh*

Tho the world has SHRUNK… it doesn’t really make it easy for everyone of us to meet… *SOBZ!!!* I really feel quite bored with this life nowadays… the way lessons are conducted… the way people around us are.. -_-‘ I miss my TKS days.. where our class so united that Suhaidah would juz scream at us and make us STOP talking n giving crazy ideas.. wad we do now? attend tutorials,… be quiet for an hour, n then *vanish into thin air*… im very very happy if anybody.. ANYBODY at all coming to singaopre for a visit... i'll do my bez to accompany them... so please?? people? come more oftennnnn!!!!

Well2 thx for the people who hav consoled me.. haha.. eniwei, there was another consolation from marlin last night… nydc… yummy!! ^_^ hahaha imagine 5 girls…. Eating 7 courses from NYDC… haha I know itz rili THAT humongous… but cant help it… we ate at around 8! The girls missed 5 buses! Haha by the time we take bus to Holland V, we missed 1 bus stop… n had to take bus back coz the distance between the 2 buses really IS that far… haha by the time we’re in NYDC.. we were lulled by the atmosphere n smell…. Couldn’t wait for the food to come… marlin’s chicken parmesan was really the favourite that in the end she didn’t even eat half of the plate… so she had to order another course… it was sandwhich n in the end we all couldn’t eat it finished…. Hehe Jackson smsed all of a sudden n asked me to join him.. (ga jelas mu ngapaen juga) but when I told him im in HV he said he’s coming over which in the end didn’t come till 10++ aiyoyo… so the girls went home first… while he is coming down to HV, I cant possibly go home right?? tho I was so dead tired yesterdae (for no reason too!) in the end waited for him for a while, n he intro us to his AGAIN multi-nationalities frenz… he is going K-ok tonite…. *evil grin* but I got piano concert this evening….

Eniwei.. marlin had a dream about her, peeping on her fren’s diary tat contains stuff about her… but all were good things O_o’ so she was so sure THAT fren of hers is really angry with her… but I think they’re not lah!! They’re ur frenz wad… they know u dun cancel it intentionally… juz tat they’re disappointed for not being able to hang out with u to a place where they’ve never went out with u....well2.. gota be prepared for my piano concert..ciaoz.. ^_^