March 05, 2011

Ok.. let's try my best to write it in a very calm manner..

All good things, frenship and wadever else happened just Puff... Gone...
All, because maybe, my own ego, and maybe, it's the other party's ego... Understand that sometimes when you are in a not very good mood, you would speak in an "unusual" way, and unknowingly, you were shouting or hurting the other party... and of course, the other party would not want to be on THAT position, and thus, became very defensive in all matters and yup, ended up replying back with hurtful words..
And because of that, you are unhappy, and tried to proof that you were NOT in the wrong.... and being the defendant, who has, well..... did the "sued" activity, defendant did not feel that defendant is in the wrong... and becoz of that, also tried to proof themselves... 

And from the "trying to proof myself" conversations, it was even worse, as the other party started to say even worse stuff like "ur attitude is the worst amongst everyone ive met" or like "i was only trying to tell you that you need to clean that up and u said that you're not gonna use the stuff again" (yea right... coz you were the one who said the words out, you WOULDNT even know how the words came out or rather SHOUTED OUT from your mouth)..... n of course, when you don't feel that you did anything wrong, you always ask "why?" n the response was "Why leh Why leh... See what happen first n then say why".... dont u think it's very "higher" than normal tone already?

And after that, after a few days of sulking, finally made an unresponsible decision.... yea... yeaa... hw to trust this kind of people O_O... If u 're not sincere when you say your promises, dont say it.... if u cant commit when you want to sign a contract, dont sign it... you can PUT the conditions out before sealing the promise, like I did... seems like the "landlady" was fine with my conditions and she was okay with me sealing it.... but when you dont say anything and suddenly make hasty decisions, seriously, it just show SOMETHING of you... dont u agree? Anyway, also sad to say, that ive seen thru this person for quite sometime... maybe abt a year ago... n well, whatever it is, it's good that it's gonna be thru and thru... coz, yup, it's pointless to go on..... hoho... 
 
So, good luck, take care and hope the walls in the new place are thicker for your own defense...

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