rain rain rain....

listen to the rhythm of the falling rain... uhuhuhu pagi2 uda ujan... *brrr* sejuk PE! jd seperti di bdg... hehehe ^_^ mana makannya nasi goreng pake kokita pula... nyummm hehe well.. this morning, since the rain was quite er... 'heavy' hehe.. i decided not to go for school BUT doing lab8 at home O_o' hehehe... then marlin n i cooked fried rice.. at first SHE cooked the general spices on one frying pan... thenn after it was cooked, we split the rice.. and cooked our 'own' preference.. hehe she added tomato sauce in her fried rice... and I added more kokita pepper pepper pepper.. :p hehehe well it shows how distinct the two cities are.. haha but she said that tomato-fried-rice is her own preference.. not surabaya's... aiz... too bad dun have chilli padi aka (CENGEK) to go along with my fried rice.... :'( eniweiiii then we were eating and enjoying our fried rice.. talking about other indo food.. achar.. our childhood our nannies.. blablabla oh well.. haha then we cleaned our stove... aiz.. that small area requires a lot of energy to clean hor! O_o'

Pope John Paul II has gone to Father's side yesterday morning... well... it wasnt a surprise.. but STILL it saddened me... somehow.. i feel that this world has lost yet another good person O_o' sad sad... aiz.. well.. i read one of the quotation by one of the late-pope's close person, that the pope was smiling on his bed when he saw this person (i rili forgot who... O_O).. n he was saying 'i could never forget that beauty.. as in he wants me to know that he recognises me...' despite his illness.... he could still smile to this close fren.. how touching!!! hm.. somehow his death reminds me of 'angels n demons' by Dan Brown.. as i was reading newspaper.. er... the words are sooo familiar.. cardinals... carmelengo... conclave.. St. Petersburg.. blablabla... oh well... i hope they could get a successor faster and the one that truly dependable....

well2..... yesterday talked to andri ayam.. he surprised me never endingLY (got such word? haha not sure)... well first was becoz now so long ago, he was TELLING me to get baptized coz His kingdom is near...... so i was juz throwing a question whether he goes to church regularly.. surprisingly he said he's christian no more.. O_o' true that he was baptized... but it was becoz his gf asked him to be baptized o_O' and furthermore... he confused me by saying he belives in God whom created this world... BUT not Jesus Christ.. to him, Jesus Christ is not God.. coz He was born by Mary - a human... well.. every NON-believers say that tooo... his argument was WHY God sent Him? i said to show HOW much he loves the world that he is even willing to give his one and only son.... imagine urself being a father.. u WOULD rather take the pain urself.. would u sacrifice ur son/daughter? NO! if u hav to surrender ur son/daughter to some bad guys... u'd RATHER go in place of ur child RIGHT? so i guess itz the same as for God.. He wanted to showwwwwww all of us that HE rili loves us soo much that he's willing to surrender His one and begotten son for us... which is worse than bad guys....

andri was not convinced.. he was saying 'why is there no other way?' hm... can u tink any other way to show the love so divine...? hm... he's got more questions such as the books in the bible.. who wrote them.. blablabla... *sobzz* i was somehow hoping ive gone for some bible class to know deeper about bible to convince him... i dun ask him to convert, juz to show that my faith depends on something extremely solid.... well2... he was saying that all these should not affect our frenship *tonjok* "u tink i'd forsake our frenship juz becoz u dun agree with my faith?! haha well2 i guess what his ex gf did was quite wrong... i mean.. *quoting a preacher of eli's bro-in-law* when u go steady with one person (in their case marrying..) u r not demanding them to change... BE with them for who they are.. IF one day they change, it is becoz they see ur life as a testimony of the gospel..." hehe n becoz of his words eli's sister was sooo touched... haha!!! itz not hard to share gospel is it? =p

well2... i was kinda surprised of our 'discussion' coz.. really.. ive never known this side of that ayam... i mean usually he n i wld juz talk for a while.. these n thats... n *puff* he's gone.. haha.. oh well.. i guess length of frenship doesn't determine how deep u know a person, yea? like marlin say... 'itz so difficult to know my thoughts' hahaha as for fau... i guess he cld read people's mind O_o'

Sbass was reallly sick ah? i hope he gets better soon man... his parents coming tomorrow... well they could take care of him.. but yea.. for me.. if my parents come to sg.... i want to be in my best health so that i could enjoy every seconds with them ^_^ hehehe get well soon man!!! *kerok2 kerok2* well... i guess itz THAT unstable wheather again.... so yea.. all of u.. drink more water and take care of urself yea?! ^_^ especiall those taking exams....... qkho n fau start this thurz right/????