Opposite attracts...

Is it true that opposite attracts? if so, y some people gives comment like 'we are soo alike tat I tink we are the same person...' or things like 'they are soo different that we cant understand y r they togthr'... explain to me please O_o'

Eniweiz.. tat's just some random thoughts tat crossed my mind.. haha.. but please do let me know wther opposite really attracts... dont give me 'some cases' kind of thing ah.. yes/no n y.. =p

Its in response to nana's blog *koq jadi bales2 gini O_o*... hahaa... i think A level was NOT my craziest exam... i believ during A level i still had some few hour sleep.. n never had a sleepless night before exams.. but in NTU, ive not slept the whole night before sitting for TWO exams O_o; data structure and algorithms and digital communications.. which miraculously got a pass.. which no doubt by few marks... i understand when she wrote 'dark days..' haha.. quite true leh.. when all neighbours are sleeping soundly.. Only I and sometimes marlin's room are still bright.. only accompanied by some music which sometimes encourage me to curl in bed O_o' I hav been telling myself.. this is university!! no biggie if i fail a subject or two.. could always retake it... nobody will scold u for not working hard enough... n yet.. the fear still grip me of thinking i wont make it for this subject.. n when the result is out.. I'd be gulping down litres of saliva *exaggerated lagh!* cold sweat.... waiting for the page to load.... n when i see the results.. ill be jumping... thanking God for His wonderful gift of all passed marks.. n then.. starting to feel guilty.. man.. i passed this subject but i still duno eniting O_o'

I think nana's case is almost the same as my JC case... in JC, each time i had physics test *yea.. its always physics that made me puke blood!*, i always THINK i know the subject already at the back of my hand.. n each time that teacher distributed.. -no.. shoving- the paper, cold eyes said 'u failed... AGAIN'.. ill be wondering 'HOW COME!!!' n start to flip the papers trying to confince myself i failed.. AGAIN

Since then on.. i dont really like physics.. *I have to applaud nana for still wanting to learn Bio even tho she failed her As.. i guess tat's wad we called passion, eh* Eniweiz.. I worked on my physics.. just to prove him i am capable of doing well [contrary to nana's WANTING n liking bio]... i feel like throwing the paper which i passed to his face... hehee... i guess my motivation to study was wrong.. but i guess it worked... i passed.. n what unexpeced is, mr loh acknowledged me passing, which then... i came to kinda forgive him... ugh!! i tink he was the first teacher to ever 'look down' on me.. O_o' tatz my pride tatz shattered..... hehe...

NTU life is different.. lecturers dont even care who you are.. pass/fail.... n somehow.. i am accustomed of thinking that IT is not my field.. so i am just comfortable of getting a pass.. or better than a pass.. at least i could still pass, i said to myself... but never try to strive for the best... which.. is DUMB of me.. O_o'!! I have wasted the brain God has given for nothing.... I believe even though its not my field, i could still TRY to work hard... harder.. try my best.... but all my motivation was... still is.. to 'lempar topi bareng cogan..' waakakakak!

but i think i want to add.. 'with honors...' hehee..... n maybe if i am motivated a little bit.. i could wish... n then i could hope... n then i could expect.. for something better...... =D

Ive been exclaiming that im waiting DESPARATELY for that day to come whereby they call up my name.. give me the scroll... and i throw my hats up..... n that's it! im outa school..... but people arnd me has been saying things like 'i feel like im too young to work.. im gona continue my studies..' aka n fei are going to further their studies again... people from workforce said 'school days are the best times...' ... ... ...

xiaodi's sms this afternoon struck me... i never really realized that in MONTHS [14 months].. i would be out of school.. ready to be a part of the society...

it happens so fast!!

Now i feel like stopping time.. stop stop stop!!! Why do i find it very frightening? is this why people are trying to pursue higher degrees? so that they could make themselves 'school kids'?? Do i still want that 'throwing hat' ceremony to come as fast as it could??